ravinashadowcaster

My life once was Like water slowly turning into ice on a cold fall day morning, my heart begins to grow colder as I continue to slowly fade into darkness, All that which I have worked so hard for is now slowly slipping threw my finger like grains of sand due to depression and sadness. My once fiery attitude is now a mere glow of hot coals, which are slowly beginning to turn into a false since of security and warmth. Pain, a feeling that which makes us all humans is now a feeling that I have grown such a custom to, I cant feel pain anymore, my heart is now turning into a black hole which will devourer me into an ebis. Now the color ruby is

Relieved to see you leave Pacing around this room for the thousandth time I'm sick of pacing and speaking in rhyme Tattered and torn, my heart aches Although I feel like I'm dead. My heart continues to break. Going to school is a dread But seeing you make me wish I was dead You are aggravating me to no end You make me cover my heart and begin to defend I wont let you in no more, its forbidden You need to leave and good rid dens! You don't see the mess you had made me You always wonder what's wrong but you cant see You think you know me, but you really can't see That all my ' feelings' for you were a lie about me. I love

Leave me be People fear me because I'm not like you. People always have to fear something new, I don't get why everyone cares I wish that I could still be treated fair I don't get you mortals, You people act as if you have no morals You people call me a "geek" Well isn't the proper word freak? You people act as if I am in a gang, And half of you people betray me for your own selfish gain, You people ask if I care and my answer is "No" So you go your answer now do me a favor and leave me be. Sometimes I wish you all knew The everyday pain that I go threw You all think I need to be happy Why? So I can prance around and be y

Trust me I never say, "I love you" Unless I truly mean it Unlike her, you need not to prove anything to me Unlike her, I know who you truly are and how you think Unlike when you are around her, You can relax when your around me If I didn't love you in the first place Then why was I there for you? Why did I put my self up for a broken heart, If I never loved you from the vary start? Wasn't it her who drove you to me? Wasn't It me you came to see? I guess a make out session at the movies in the mall Didn't solve anything between us at all All because of "Him" A fragment of the past, A blur of the time that flew by

Price paid for being a fool Bloody nails Broken glass Shattered soul Meet the pail face Of a broken girl She lived her life happy Until he came along He destroyed her friendships And all relationships Consumed her with lies Of which she thought were true Now on the night of this full moon She disappears from the land of the living Betrayed by the one she loved A knife now covered in her blood is now proof Broken limbs, bloody cuts Signifies one mans lust To fulfill breaking a woman's heart Love is for fools If it wasn't for such emotions I wouldn't be the girl I'm writing about

My shallow memory On this cold mystic night I sit alone in fright Wandering why. Why had I gone to you? Why did I love you? If I knew it would hurt this much I wish I never laid eyes on you How could I let you use and consume me? My heart is aching As my world begins to quake Too think I relied on you, I'm such a fool To think of all the damage I let you cause, With my friends at school and the mall So tell me, why all of a sudden you wanted to bring us to this? When I was under the weather I can't believe you left me for that girl Named Heather. A girl with the same name but different face Just remember now

Endless tide I can't get you out of my mind, Your every touch seems to throw me into an endless tide Your fingers send shiver down my back to the end of my spine I can't escape your words And the way you read my mind You send my crashing into a totally different world But that's ok; I still have you by my side Your there when I shed my tears You protect me from all my fears I can't tell you how much I love you And that feeling is almost too much to bear Why can't you see that I need you by my side? Or that you've thrown me into this endless tide I love that you are my friend and all, But why is it you who always lets me fall?

Morbid lullaby Sparkling rainbows And bright blue turning skies That's the original kind of lullaby Blood curdling screams And angry black skies That's my kind of lullaby Dreams of ponies And animals of such Well would dreams of demons and serial killers help you sleep much? What you see as a pleasant dream I find as a nightmare Strange to see how the tables have turned Casting my spell And throwing you into the shadows Now I'll let you sing me my Pain filled, screaming, morbid lullaby

To much to bear Feeling alone is almost too much to bear I don't know how to explain it But the feeling is just lingering there I am drinking almost every night and everyday Why can't people see that inside? My tears are like pouring rain? Being alone is not fun at all But this mindless inflicted pain is beginning to cure my fall Sometimes I just want to die But I know I cant I am too stubborn to just let go But by the looks of it I don't have much longer to go I'm feeling more and more invisible everyday My nights are not turning into day More and more my dreams are becoming nightmares I feel my heart is beginning to tear

Empty shell Falling, falling, falling I wish for my demise Calling, calling, calling. I wish for the one I despise Searing threw this empty Abyss Seeing love is what I miss Broken tales, seem to be lies Now you all wander why he is whom I despise Calling for the one you truly hate, And all you get is. "Sorry honey I'm late" People are taken for granted, Now you all see why I chanted. "I am not the one you used to love," "I am the empty shell from the heavens above" Looking down from the clear blue skies. I now see the angels falling threw the empty seas People do not see them but they hear their cries Of all the fal